Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Daddy is my best.

Celebrating G's adoption day

I hear it one hundred times a day.
"When will daddy be home?"

Cutting down our Christmas tree. 

"Will daddy be home for dinner?"
"Daddy is my favorite."
"Daddy is my best."


"I want to get doughnuts just with daddy."
"I want to go to the store to buy ant killer just with daddy."

"I'm making this project for daddy."
"I want daddy to give me my bath."
"I think daddy will like this."
"That's daddy's favorite."

And it goes on.  And on.  And sometimes I feel a little like a third wheel.  Not really.  What I feel is immense gratitude.

Sunday paper. 

That this girl is in love with her daddy.  She wants to marry him and wears a Dora ring that she says is her wedding ring from daddy.  It doesn't matter what Chris is doing, Georgia wants to do it with him.  Edging the lawn, taking out the trash, re-arranging the storage room in the basement, moving the trampoline, reading the paper, going to Lowe's, cleaning up cat puke, or looking at Sports Illustrated--the most mundane of tasks are like a trip to Disney World if daddy is involved.  Meanwhile, I could build a circus tent in our living room, don a ring-masters tuxedo, and ride a tiger.......but if daddy rounds the corner with a broom to sweep the garage that trumps everything......we're sweeping the garage.

                                                Art Prize....downtown Grand Rapids.  

And I know it's not Father's Day--so why am I writing a tribute to Daddy?  Apart from the obvious answer--that I wouldn't want anyone else to be Georgia's daddy and that there is no one I'd rather do life with than Chris--there's a deeper answer in there.  And it starts with the questions that Georgia is starting to ask about herself.  And her adoption.  And what it all really means.  


Georgia and I lay in bed every night and talk and do prayers and act silly and give kisses and I remind her to stop biting her finger-nails.  And sometimes out of the blue she'll drop a really deep question on me.   Like......."If I grew in Tarah's tummy, I'm her little girl too, right?" 

Um.  So we're three and we're going to start these discussions. 

I was quiet for a minute.  I don't think it's bad to be quiet while you think about what to say.  "You know what honey, Tarah was your birth-mom.  There are two kinds of mommies and they are both awesome.  So, if she was your birth mom it means you grew in her tummy just like we always talk about and she picked us to be your mommy and daddy once you were born--she wanted you to be our little girl.  Remember--not all babies grow in their mommy's tummies.  Just because a baby grows in someone's tummy, it doesn't mean they are that baby's mommy forever.  We love Tarah, and she loved you so much--so much.  We're so glad she took such good care of you while you were growing in her tummy.  Aren't you?  So that you could be a strong healthy girl and be our little girl?"

Georgia was quiet for a minute.  "That's okay.  I like being your little girl and I liked growing in Tarah's tummy.  But I really like daddy." 

                                                                                      Larry's Pizza.

And all of that heartfelt conversation and deep emotion flutters away......because daddy is king.  But does it really?  No.  She's thinking.  Hard.  And that's great.  We've created an atmosphere in our home that we can talk about adoption whenever and wherever she brings it up.  It's her choice.  We don't bombard her with it, we don't make it heavy, we don't force her to read the books we have on it, we go weeks without even talking about it.  But if she brings it up--we talk, we joke, we laugh, we're as honest as a three year old can handle, and we celebrate.  Oh do we celebrate.  

And right now, Georgia wants to celebrate that daddy is her daddy.  It's her thing right now.  She said to me today, resurrecting our conversation from the other night and proving that she forgets nothing, "If Tarah didn't pick you to be my mommy, daddy wouldn't be my daddy, right?"  I smiled at her.  I tried not to let her see me wipe away some tears (because if she sees me cry she assumes I have a bad, bad boo boo and need a few band-aids) and I just said, "That's right honey.  And we're so happy that daddy is your daddy aren't we?"

Daddy is your best. 

Santa. Always a little scary. 

Putting together the big girl bed........with daddy. 

Antibiotics.  A way of life for almost a year.....until this week......we're clear!

                                                                              A snowy walk. 

Valentine's Day presents.  


  1. What a sweet post! I'm always so intrigued how parents respond to their children's adoption questions. Our boy is only 2, so we aren't there yet, but I know that God will give me the words to say when it happens.

    The last picture cracks me up with their very opposite gifts. :)

    You live in Grand Rapids?!?! My sister and her family live there! We grew up in Michigan, but live in Indiana now.

  2. Abby, I have known Maggie for years. She lives a couple of blocks down from where we lived in GR. She is THE BEST mom and a heck of a woman. She has one of the best adoption stories around....She and Chris are a fun, light couple. We miss them :)

    I have known Abby practically since her birth. Her sister and I were very good friends in high school (in a town of 1000). Abby has always been a great girl and now seems to be a wonderful adoptive mother.

    I love how this internet thing just shrinks my whole world :)

    Maggie, I rely on you as a source of strength and wisdom for me. We have completed our home study and are now officially a waiting family in the domestic program with Adoption Associates. I will continue to lean on you electronically :) Thank you thank you thank you for this blog!

    1. Leslie & Abby! Yes! The internet is a crazy world shrinker. So glad for both of your comments--it's so incredibly awesome to hear about other journey's through adoption. Leslie--so excited for you!!! I would encourage you to check out my new friend Amber's blog too--her button is on the side of my blog.....Bumbers Bumblings.....she has an incredible open adoption with her son's birth mom--she's actually written a lot on her blog and it's great to read her perspectives. Can't wait to hear more about where this road takes you!

  3. Hi,
    I'm Robyn, an adoptive mom to two. I found your blog through the Open Adoption Bloggers.

    "Just because a baby grows in someone's tummy, it doesn't mean they are that baby's mommy forever."

    My son (age 6) knows that he has two mommies. It was really hard for me at first to say that, "two mommies." Just because his birthmother placed him for adoption doesn't mean that she stopped being his mother in at least one important way: She loves him so much. I'm the "everyday" mommy; she's the "birth" mommy. But we're both his mommies. I really can't imagine taking that designation away from her.

    Just my thoughts.


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